It's over.

[sphere]

cheer up Meli1 Atleast your parents don't keep you away from guys! I'm not allowed to have male friends at school over the number 15. So I can only have 15 male friends... >.<

[ichiclover]

sphere:O.o' what the? a unique rule, i guess....

anyway, this is for our beloved one and only Lovux:
U r a very dearest girl i ever met. Yeah, we're not in ur shoes so we don't know if we have the same strength to do the same thing with you or not. I won't say i can't do that since i never try and never in the same condition with you. But what you've done will be something big and will be in your memories till you old. Even you can tell it to ur grandchildren in a few years latter when they have some problem with love and don't have strength to confess. It's a big step and great effort. You had blew that guy ;D, it shows when he's not making fun bout it with his friend. I sure he will remember you too as a brave, unique, loving girl.

Now, u're very welcome in a new world. U deserve special guy like Atobe, girl^^

For your confession and for your graduation, omedetto gozaimasu!

[melichan]

O.O I have more guy friends than female friends XD I find it funny

Awe, I'm sorry sphere-chan. People keep telling me to get a boyfriend.... =p But it most likely will never happen. My parents would probably want me to date some like nerdy asian >.< Cause my dad has racisim issues

[Mashou no Tenshi]

I just came back to this bloody forum so YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MISSY! I mean I only returned yesterday...and now I am crying. Lovux, I.AM.SO.PROUD.OF.YOU.

And the "I am happy with myself" got me go all watery in here. Its weird always crying in front on my computer...And maybe I am overly emotional but I dont care...Because I feel than since Ive met you, you have made a huge change. And maybe I am wrong, but I can sense actual hapiness in there. And I will always be (no matter the hundreds and hundreds of kilometres that are between us) HAPPY (truly) if you are.

Now I will make a normal post when I stop crying.

[sphere]

Melichan... Come visit me in Malaysia ok.. ^^ Theres lotssa asian guys here who arent nerdy xD.... and rasicm issues are really a touchy thing for me... Having your best frend wrenched away because his dad was a racist isn't a fond memory... *hugs melichan*

[melichan]

Haha, I wish I could. Someday!! =D

Haha, same here. *hugs her back* My dad is always bugging my bro cause he doesn't hang with his old asian friends anymore.

[sphere]

gosh... that just sux @_@

[ichiclover]

eto....racist is hard issue. Happen anywhere and anytime. But i will more respect people who show that he/she racist, than people who backstab. Really, i found some cases in my country, and i'm not like it. As an intellect, racists must be disband. It just break nation.

[sphere]

damn straight Ichi-chan!! Backstabbers are worst than racists!!!

[Lovux The Great]

This is getting off-topic so I'll bring it back on track with this.

Thanks for your support, everyone. It warms my heart. And you know what? I still can't believe I did confess to him. Sometimes I wonder if I really did do it, or if it's just some kind of a daydream that seemed way too realistic. But when I think back on it, it was... well, quite an awesome feeling, actually. To finally letting out the feelings I've carried around for so long, talk all the way to my heart's content... Damn. Just damn.

[sphere]

Lovux sama is really a good senpai nya... this is something most girls wouldn't dream of doing! It's like a 1 in a million chance happening all over the world O__O

[ichiclover]

its like living in a drama....haizzz...so sweet, yet so sad

[sphere]

*nods head* exactly!

[melichan]

*agrees*