Festivities

[Raiden]

peachfan said:

I've always been more of a listener than a speaker

That's true for me, too. And it's one of the things that depresses me sometimes. I'd want to be able to write something encouraging like you girls, but I just don't know how. >.> My mind gets empty every time I should do it.

PS. And Lovux... goddammit, you're still young and have your whole life ahead of you! Don't you think there will be at least ONE guy out there who will love you at some point of your life?

Seriously. My friend has known her husband since university. ...They've been together for 20 friggen years... and back when she was younger, she thought she was ugly and that her husband was only a friend. But see where they are now... happily married, both love each other madly and they have two little daughters.

^ That WILL be you when you're my friend's age. She's 40.

PS. I've seen images of my friend and her family, and her husband is a handsome Spaniard. And my friend says that she doesn't look good, but really, she's one of the prettiest ordinary-looking women I've seen.

PPS. That husband was in a car accident some time ago. My poor friend lost weight because of her worry for him and she's had to consult a psychiatrist because of the mental shock. TT.TT
Oh, and the husband travels a lot because of his work so she's always anxious to meet him again. And when they do meet, they do something nice together, like go to the beach or something similar. That shows their love rather well. X3

[hakuryu]

Lovux, girl!
Read what you wrote and think it like this: if this guy is so wonderful and perfect, he would not let your feelings be spread all over the school, he would not let those girls tease you about that and there's a huge chance that he would accept you like you are and try going out with you. If he doesn't, he is a bastard, and does NOT deserve your love and devotion.
You should tell him what you feel as soon as you can. Well, now he has a girlfriend so I get it, but in the exact moment he's single again you should immediatly talk with him. You don't need to fear rejection, cause at least you will feel flightier, without that burden about to explode in your chest. Remember, if he's as good person as you say, he wont tell anyone about what you said. And if he does...damn him!
Besides, you have to trust yourself a little more, you know?
Youre NOT all those things the awful girls say you are.
Will you listen to those who hate you or to those who love you?
Who knows you better?
Who will tell you the truth?
I who you can trust the most?

Think about it, ok?

[Raiden]

Love trumps Hate = Truth. It's seen everywhere.