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Post by Lovux The Great on Dec 15, 2007 12:00:35 GMT -5
Lovux used to be violent as well. (>.<) People always made fun of me and my massive body (read; Lovux USED to be overwight) and since I have a temper (it's been toned down lately though), I would hit and kick and bite them. I've beaten up (and BEEN beaten up by) both boys and girls several times in my life. This was really strange, 'cuz when I was like seven or eight years or so, I was the most popular girl in my class and everybody loved me and let me decide what we would play during the breaks... then third grade started and suddenly it was Lovux against 30 other students. (Ó.Ò)
I don't know ho this happened, but suddenly I was there, all alone and my friends had turned their backs against me and called me names... This is the main reason I can't make friends easily IRL, because I'm too afraid of being betrayed again.
Usually it was the boys who fought me physically and the girls that insulted me ever so discreetly-but-still-humiliating... And this continued even in Junior High. Look, it wasn't my new class who bullied me, but my old classmates told their new classmates + several other people about that "weird fugly bitch" in class XXX. I couldn't walk past corridors without having people whisper behing my back our trying to make me trip and fall... When I was a senior, not even freshmen I had NEVER EVER seen before did respect me. And this was all because of my old classmates and their stupid mouths... Now I'm in High School, and even though there's no one who's bullying me, if I ever spot somebody who used to be one of my enemies, I feel so afraid I can hardly breath... It's almost like a phobia...
You know what happened to me last friday? When I took the bus home, some random kids from ELEMENTARY SCHOOL I had NEVER seen before sat behind my seat and was all "Hello [real name]! Mah big bro's told us about you, you're uglier than I expected." THAT IS FCKN SHOCKING.
Okay I need to stop right now before I cry but you get the point.
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Post by Raiden on Dec 15, 2007 12:39:24 GMT -5
...........O_____O Some kids can be really bitchy, huh... let me get Thanatos. He'll send them to hell for you. (=Thany is a god in Greek mythology, and is one in Saint Seiya as well. A really hot one, too.) I also hated a couple guys when I returned to my old school. Once when leaving the art class, this one guy in front of me turned around and said to me "Don't touch my backpack, you shitfoot.". ...I was like  since I wasn't even able to REACH his backpack, let alone touch it. I'm glad I haven't seen any of those idiots after that... and I know only a few people in my high school. My old classmate's little brother is one of them (and it appears he is a lot nicer than his big bro. I was fairly surprised that he knew my name during a music class.). There have been no jokes about me for who knows how long... perhaps it's because I usually never talk to anyone and like my solitude. (And if I happen to see some of my 'enemies', I tend to try and stay unnoticed. Either it's because I fear what they might say... or what I might DO to them. xD) Here's some advice... when you see your 'enemies' next time, try not to get phobic fits. Just think what they've done and then tell yourself: "...They're just ridiculous.". Because that's what happened to me every time the guys and girls insulted me. I just thought about how stupid they were calling people names, and laughed at them (obviously so that they never saw me laugh). Another way might be thinking what you'd want to happen to them. (Like something along the lines of "...I just want to stuff them into a barrel and pour boiling oil on them... >.<") ...Or imagining what Atobe'd do to them if he was there with you... x3 PS. I was bullied and teased a lot when I was little, but then I got to the 6th year (was 12 back then) and a couple girls became friends with me (they were the ones who sought me out). All four of us still keep in touch, after seven (almost eight) years. One of those friends sent me an email just yesterday. And I also found out that one of those three friends is bi. o___o Wow. I find that really awesome, she's a goth, bi and generally weird and one of the nicest people I know. (And I enjoy our debates, because she has really unique views and extremely good arguments.) She also literally kicked me awake during a history class trip (traveled the Baltic countries for a week in a bus, finally visiting Auschwitz and taking part in the March of the Living. Our bus travels were long, one day it was even 13 hours. x3) I also became friends with this one guy when we both were only 6 years old. He was the neighbor of my grandma and when I heard that he was there, I went to ask him if he'd go to the library with me. He did and there it started... we've been friends for 13 (nearly 14) years now. ...He taught me how to play chess and water poker multiple times. x3 (I also had a slight crush on him... although I'm not sure if I still have... haven't seen him for a while, so it's natural that I don't know... But I still have this weird tendency that I start to laugh if we keep quiet for too long... >____>) |
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Post by Mashou no Tenshi on Dec 15, 2007 13:00:16 GMT -5
You see, when I hear things like that I just want to..punch someone. I hate those kind of actitudes towards ather people. I mean, being an idiot with a bad actitude takes the same amount of energy and time than being nice. Why would you mess up with people just for the sake of it? I really dont get it, and thinking that some of you girls had to go though something like that makes me wanna smack people around.
I dont enjoy humilliation of anyone nor do I think that bulling someone could give any satisfaction, but I have to admit that when around those people I can´t just aply the "dont do the same they did to you policy" cause I get ANGRY and want to..do something.
I have an extremly hot temper. And when I see things like that I usually meddle. Which has made me get into 1000 awkard situations and troubles. i guess that that´s where my agressive side shows...I always say what I think and sometimes honest opinions is not what people want. But I can´t bring myself to lie. That´s why I get that agressive lecture of my actions. I guess is hard to help myself, because for one I cant lie to save my mother and second I HATE bullies and people who stomp over other people to make themselves feel better or popular or whatever shallow thing they have in mind.
I respect people and they should at least respect me. Once you get past my agressiveness and brutal honesty I am quite sensible, and even with all my bad temper you wont ever see me making fun of someone.
What you girls say, I have seen it, and that´s what bothers me. Why mess up with someone you dont even now? *clenches her fists* I feel so ANGRY and IMPOTENT hearing this and..grr!
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Post by Raiden on Dec 15, 2007 13:14:40 GMT -5
Good thing is, I got rid of my bullies a long time ago. Now I only have nice or indifferent people around me. And my hot temper showed when I fought with that one guy. xD Now remembering his insults makes me laugh.
On the other hand he couldn't help himself. I hated him, but it wasn't really his fault that he bullied and teased me. He has a mental disorder that is incurable. ...His mother told my Mom one day that after he had gotten home from school, he had cried and said that he never wanted to do those things but every time he saw me (or another person he bullied/teased), something just snapped in his head. Heh... doesn't stop me from hating him.
Once he even kicked our school's front door window and broke it, just to get attention. o___O I'm pretty glad I had friends in that school as well... they sometimes broke up our fights and held us back. The idiot also transferred to my old school (where I had transferred to) and I had to stand him for another three years... but I found it nice that he didn't even seem to notice me, so we didn't really interact that much. And I found it SO awesome when one guy who had been with me and him in the mental disorder school also transferred to my old school. ^____^ He had gotten a bit gloomy, but it never bothered me. At least he was there.
And it was totally funny when, during our first year in my old (their new) school, the other guy took an empty rubbish bin and smacked it down over the bully's head. xDDDDD It just showed that he also hated him.
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Post by melichan on Dec 15, 2007 16:45:26 GMT -5
O.O
Wow, they acctually said I should go to anger mangement classes or something along those lines. It's not exactly my fault I'm easily angered. They know better not to piss me off but still do it anyways.
I'm sorry Lovux-sempai. You have it much worse than I do. I have a few friends, but most of the time I'm a loner and have to resist the urge to kick the shit out of people when I'm in class.
I only seem to be calm when I'm on the computer..
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Post by sphere on Dec 16, 2007 16:16:02 GMT -5
sugoii...
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Post by Lovux The Great on Dec 16, 2007 16:27:53 GMT -5
Sugoii what?
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Post by melichan on Dec 16, 2007 21:52:56 GMT -5
I think she might be referring to your's, Raiden-sempai's, or Mashou-sempai's post
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Post by sphere on Dec 20, 2007 5:32:55 GMT -5
i'm referring to all 3...  !! sugoii!! you all had to deal with really bad things like that... the only tyms i've been bullied were when my senpais tried to drown me in the school's pool... |
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Post by Mashou no Tenshi on Dec 20, 2007 10:07:43 GMT -5
That´s pretty bad o.O
I usually just get into big messes on my own. Just cause I ALWAYS have to speak up.
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Post by hakuryu on Dec 20, 2007 15:37:19 GMT -5
Aggghrrrrrr!! I'm reading all this and I'm getting so angry!!
HOW could those guys try to DROWN you in the pool?
HOW could Lovux-senpai's classmates be so shallow, immature, thoughtless and mean??
Grrrrrrrr I HATE people to mess like that for no reason with weaker persons. Just to feel superior and popular. No, THEY re the cowards, the pathetic ones. They need to mess with other people to fit in their social group ...they suck!!
sdlkfsdkjfhskdjfs GRrrr *bits her lip and presses her fists*
But girls don't worry!! Lovux please don't cry. You are a wonderful beautiful person ^^, you are WAY better and nicer and more intelligent than them. You don't need to feel scared, you should feel sad for them, so bind to what people say about them. You need to show them you don't care about what they say, show them that you are way more mature and clever and feel sorry for them. Will they have some day real friends? NO.
If they don't respect you then they don't know you. And better, you don't want to know the kind of people that are influenced by what a bunch of guys say about you. You're VERY respectful, and if they can't appreciate that well...bad for them.
Enjoy who you are and don't listen to whay they say...EVER!
Like my tenshi sings...
"It doesn't matter what other people say,
No right or wrong, life goes on!"
"You don't have to cry,
there's no reason why,
just look to the sky and carry on.
You gotta belive,
belive in you.
Carry on!"
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Post by melichan on Dec 20, 2007 20:57:03 GMT -5
I love that song =D
It's really nice and t makes me happy
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Post by sphere on Dec 21, 2007 13:08:29 GMT -5
nya...their just mean and angry than i beat them in swimming...the only person to beat me was an 18 year old.... The 15-17 years old tried to drown me and the 18 year olds were just standing there talking... I had to quit the swimm team after a year though... i nearly died! 13 attempts to drown me.. i was begining to think that they all wanted me dead! O__O which...was what they were probably after...
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Post by melichan on Dec 21, 2007 14:59:54 GMT -5
If I was with you I'd beat the shit out of all of them!!!
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Post by sphere on Dec 26, 2007 7:10:01 GMT -5
thanks ^^ but it's okay now that i'm not in the team...coach is still begging me to re-join but i really don't wanna die young...
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!! sugoii!! you all had to deal with really bad things like that... the only tyms i've been bullied were when my senpais tried to drown me in the school's pool...
